Well Today is Friday….finally. This week has went by sooooo slllllooooowwwww!!!!!! I’m so happy now i can just go home and sleep for as long as I want and not have to worry about waking up early in the morning for school THANK GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a bad bad headache maybe thats why today is going by slow. I need some tylenol or advil or something!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow this week is going by really slow Uggggh I hate weeks like this it feels like its never going to end…. Maybe because I’ve been really tired lately!!!!! I hate being tired but the crazy thing is, is that I’ve been going to sleep early this whole week and not because of choice but because my body wont let me stay up any longer. I don’t know whats wrong with me (but I think its just because I’m getting LAZY)!!!!!!!!! I think tomorrow and Friday are going to go by the longest because its closer to the weekend!!!!!!! <:0 YAWN>…………..
Well last week my back was hurting me really bad. It was hurting me all week last week but especially Thursday and Friday. Thats why I stood home I couldn’t even get out of bed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve been dealing with back pain for the past two and a half years almost three. I have back pain everyday except somedays are worse then others. I have physical therapy on the 23 of this month!!!!!! Hopefully it works!!!!!!
Last night I went to bed at 3:00 in the morning…… couldn’t sleep I had a lot on my mind from school to boyfriend problems (don’t really want to get into much detail of our fight) we faught really bad last night I really don’t know what’s going to happen between us. We’ve been together for 5 months thats a pretty long time. But sometimes especially now I don’t feel like I know him as good as I thought I did. I hope things between us can get better because I would hate for us to break up I mean yea a boyfriend isn’t everything of course not but is nice to have one. Especially if your as close as me and him are he knows practically everything about me and i know practically everything about him and its good to know that no matter what I have him at the end of the day. Me being at school puts a lot of stress on us because I can only talk to him in the mornings during lunch and when I get home. We started talking In March he asked me out on my birthday and we’ve been really close ever since and I know how crazy this is going to sound coming from a 15 year old but I love him!!!! Its not just because I think I love him but its because thats what I feel for him truly It still amazing for me to sit back and think about how much me and him have been through. Not only do I love him but I appreciate him. He’s the reason I can go through the day and keep my sanity haha.
The school year is going by really fast it feels like summer break barley ended a week ago!!! I don’t know maybe its because Im a sophmore and I only have two more years to go before I graduate and its amazing to look at how fast I’ve grown up. A lot of people had told me that my high school years were going to pass by really fast but I didn’t believe it especially last year it went by very slow but this year its going by like the speed of light I just hope the last two years of high school don’t go by as fast as this year. One part of me wants to graduate already well another part is scared of real life but I think I can make it if I try. I’ve already planned out my whole life I want to go to a community college when I graduate I don’t want to go to a college like Harvard because I don’t want to be a rich doctor or lawyer. Im very content being a middle class person and being happy with myself I want to live comfortable not rich. Money isn’t everything…..
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